Ex smoker after 42+ years

Well its been almost 16 months now that I have been a vapor and NOT a smoker still amazing to me. My never smoking adults kids got me into it several years after their father died of lung cancer–I was still grieving smokes were my friend and didnt believe I’d ever stop..now I hate the smell of cigarettes, cant stand the taste the mess and cant believe I was a slave to cigarettes for so long!! Those things are nasty! I have apologized to my kids for all the years where I made everything smell so bad I didnt know!! I never knew how long that awful smell lingered before. I am so grateful for ecigs! I just wish they’d been around long ago then I might still have my husband