My very rare vaping story haha

Im a 42 yr old male, NONsmoker (haha) who made a couple bad choices and got caught up with cocaine last year. After losing my business and almost my soul I ended up in rehab and a Salvation Army sober house…the sober house is where I was introduced to vaping. Of 45 men, 3 of us were nonsmokers and after a bad phone call home, I tried my hand at vaping!! My councelor said it was soothing and would get my mind off issues at home…and he was right!!! There was nicotine in his, but now that im home, I vape nic free..to me its fun and instead of reaching for a drug, I just grab my e cig and puff away. Is it in my head?? Who cares? ??? Im drug free and for whatever reason, its calms me!! My wife was dead set against it (both lifetime non smokers) and thought it was idiotic but now vapes herself the past few days…why not? Its safe, fun, and can be our little ‘thing’ 🙂